This one is for you and me. For you out there, because the world is in shambles and the reality of it is horrifying. For you, stuck at home for a month, with your doubts and anxieties covering your bedroom walls until you can’t find a way out. I hope you find the window of… Read More A breather.
Every day, I relapse Collapse, Then rebuild, and walk forward. I’m doing well means The rain can’t be stopped from pouring And goodbyes shall keep echoing (Faint tune of footsteps walking away) Like the inevitable dance of falling leaves once autumn arrives And all that’s left to do is watch. I’m doing well means… Read More I’m doing well.
I’m saying goodbye to myself. The longer I stay stagnant, the more that I’ve become a stranger. I’m chipping off parts of myself that I used to identify with. Love. Awareness. Passion. Like an amateur sculptor, I’m sculpting myself to a different shape, but without a plan or a vision of what I should be.… Read More Saying goodbye.
No one understands. You’re alone in your fear. You’re alone in a middle of what doesn’t seem like a crossroad, but a wildfire. You’re alone in a place that doesn’t have any signs or pathways, only burning bridges. Only darkness that beckons you to make decisions you aren’t ready for, only life burning everywhere around… Read More 42
Watch out for the flower that blooms on the creeks of the pavement. Watch out for the bird that sings out its sorrow And the smile that emerges from a moment of unsettling quiet They are never meant to look what they look like. Sometimes Flowers do not bloom, Sunlight does not shine, And laughter… Read More 41.
Vacations are not easy. I have too much time on my hands, and I’m often left alone. Most days I don’t do anything but stay on my bed, and I have this crushing guilt for being so lousy, except I have no energy to do anything productive. At night, it gets lonely. That’s when it… Read More
I wanted to see you. I wanted to close my eyes and let my fingers justify that you’re here with me That this is not a dream anymore And I could show you here, this is how I love in secret, in hiding spots and corners where I can kiss you in places the world will… Read More I wish I could tell you
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I want a pack, a lighter, and a rooftop. I want to sit on the edge and let my feet dangle. I want to light my insides on fire. I want to watch the people below chase time while I completely dismiss it; watch them until I become part smoke. Light, filthy, and disappearing. I… Read More 37.
tara, usap tayo. kumusta ka na? iniisip mo pa kaya ako? ayos lang. tinigilan ko na rin ‘yun eh. nakakawalang gana. alam mo, noong bata ako, akala ko hinahabol ako ng buwan. kahit saan kasi ako lumingon, nandoon siya. tinitingalaan mo pa rin ba ang langit ‘pag madilim na? sino ba dapat ang naghabol sa’ting… Read More Anino mo na lang ang kilala ko.
Fly Higher, Icarus. 